So I'm just going to be rambling about things that are going or not doing good in my life. So for Germany where I live at is pretty fine. Even with their dark history, I do respect them because they probably know how serious it is for other minorities around the world to come to their country to learn about their culture. Right now I'm feeling bored of other things that I could be doing like watching shows on Netflix and whatnot. I just started reading a book called October sky that is about a few kids that built a mini rocket in the late 1950s, because of the rise of Soviet technology at the time of bringing sputnik around the earth makes America embarrassed that they aren't way ahead of them at the time. The first time I heard of the author was from the movie based on the same name. It is based on a true story about them and how they're struggling to get the rockets that they practiced to see which one is the best to use. To be honest I barely paid attention to the book because there are just too much ingredients that talk about what the rocket needs but It's the only book that I have around me at my home. I know it's been a while since my post because I've just been busy with other things in my life that I want to be done like racing games that I want to finish twice to improve my racing skills in video games. I'm not sure If I told you, people is this on the last post that I put up I but I'm just starting to get bored of my life so far and I'm just waiting for other things to come out before I start to feel like I'm stuck in a rut of problems. It's not that I'm depressed or maybe I am but it's nothing serious because I barely got people that are with me and the people around me speak mostly so it's hard to find friends that are around my age range. I do join a discord server that talks about different things on the server like how life is going with other people, movies, games, etc. Well, not the game one but you what I'm saying. I'm pretty awkward in real life because I just don't know what social norms are ok to talk about with other people which makes me look weird around them. I do read a lot of books so that I can feel more at home in the country I'm in. One of the few books that catch my interest is the book 1984, which I'm pretty sure everyone knows about. It's a book I read before but stopped because I'm just not used to reading long books at the time. Also, the name 1984 for the 2 digit numbers for when it was created is 1948 which is the number of the last two numbers reversed around the other way. One of the few animators that I lie on this site of Newgrounds is Spazkid because his art is the kind I feel looks pretty great to look at. Even, with the girls that he draws on his page. I got nothing else to add to Spazkid because I do like looking at Newgrounds art when I'm bored including the mature and adult ones because I feel like they push the boundaries of what is good art can be. So when it comes to music I do enjoy it here and there when I got nothing else to listen to. I listen to mostly rock, electronic, and Japanese music. For rock, I listen to any that are on my playlist or when I feel like it I just go look up random music that's on youtube because that's where I mostly listen to my music on. Same for Electronic and Japanese music I just like to listen to music that is both funky and calm to listen to. Not that I hate all music because there are a few hidden gems in the music that I feel like no one listens to. I might put the playlist of songs that I have on my playlist which is a lot but most of the songs are pretty good. When it comes to video games I've been looking for more video games that I'm playing because there are just so many words that I want to explore until death do me apart when I reach past my middle age in the next 27 years. I'm not gonna lie death does scare me a little bit but with the videos that I watch on youtube they make me worry about it too much when I'm having a bad feeling say "What's happening with my life". I don't know if it's the loneliness taking over but I'm not going to do anything to desperate unless I need help with something that has been going on in my mind which is not the case. I just hope in the future that I can find friends that are just like me so that we can share each other's interests and not worry about life to much and talk about movies, books, video games, news of what's going on around the world. I didn't add that I don't have a driver's license because getting a license here is pretty pricey. Not gonna get into that because the talk between my mother and the license is private between me and her. I'm not saying I don't want a license I just want it to be fair with me so that I don't hurt someone in the future with a car that my family used to own. I guess that's all I have to ramble about so thank you who ever is reading my 2nd post on newgrounds.

Here's the rock music that I listen to:https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLF-5eNXftDXobCedse_bP05jaZcK2W1rR

Here's the electronic music that I listen to:https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLF-5eNXftDXotU2respywzWN7ewaLx1mF

Here's the Japanese music that I listen to:https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLF-5eNXftDXpfi71WsMXfDBI-21CF6EeK