So here's an update for me on my life on the internet, in case something exciting happens in the future. Just finished a popular game from the 90s on steam called Turok 1. I know there's more in the title than that. I just like to make things simple for myself so that I don't overcomplicate myself. So this game I played turned out to be very fun even though there were parts of the game that I got lost in from time to time in games. I'm not going to give a review because I already added a review on the game online on steam so that other people and maybe take some of the words I say as advice to play the game or not. So now my life right now has started to improve I feel like I'm able to go to multiple places outside while off the internet because I went to a big city around here in Germany called Mannheim. It's a pretty nice place when you come to Germany. I know that some people on the internet talk about certain things about it like the bad history that the country has but it's a pretty cool place to be in when you have a game plan in your head. I do have some problems with mental health but it's starting to become more reduced. I'm not going to tell some of you what I'm going through except to say that I'm doing fine just the way I am right now. I don't know what else to talk about except for things that get on my nerves. I hate people that aren't very nice to be around and just act like douchebags for no reason. I had a few people that act like they were your friend but didn't treat me pretty badly. I'm not sure If I told any of you this but I wasn't a very smart person in school. I'm still in college but I just need to be done with 3 more classes then I can finish college and take a break from it. I would like to get a career job that is close to working with video games but I barely got the knowledge of how a video game engine works for me and what not. I wanted to be one of the multiple people that I heard online that are video game developers. I have played a lot of video games in my life but I feel like If I just keep playing them there won't be any progress for me to learn how a video game works. So now I'm barely having any problems with my family except for some of my family members that don't like me because duh it happens. At least it's better than being in a family that hates you and name-calling you all the time to make you feel bad about yourself. I'm not a person that would be off on their own because I've made a lot of mistakes and I would think that I would get into big trouble with some authorities If I did something that I had no idea of. Also when talking to people that are higher ranking than me and takes advantage of me I wouldn't know what I'd be doing until it's too late. I have done some things that I'm not proud of but it still isn't going to get me down. So let me talk about something else before I make myself feel like I'm going to cry or something. So now to things that I'm happy about are the new chapters coming for the Japanese cartoon comic or manga for those of you that live under a bed Berserk. I've been following the berserk series since I was like 19 or 20. I love this series because of the story. For those of you that never had the time to read berserk go out and read it when you have the time. It's about a man named guts from childhood to adulthood fighting soldiers and demons with a very large sword called the Dragon Slayer. But if you a person that's not that into berserk then it's fine because it does have some content that isn't save for kids to read into. Also what makes this sad for me is the original creator of Berserk, Kentaro Muira, passed away from a thing called aortic dissection. It's one of the few deaths that got me that's from someone that I liked and respected. If it wasn't for the series I probably not feel motivated to live life and continue moving on to the end of my life. I first got into Berserk from the anime from 1997 the animation is done by the animation studio that does Pokemon which made my childhood more advanced. So after watching the show I wanted more because I knew that wasn't the ending couldn't have ended like that until I realize there's a manga which I thought would be boring until I read and took my time with it. As the work keeps on going I was probably not the best person that is good when paying attention to detail but I could tell that I was reading something that was more just a generic manga from some person but an artist that had a vision (If that makes sense). Now that's done now to music I'm not much of a fan of rap or hip-hop but some songs do catch my eye like a few songs that Kendrick Lamar makes like that one song called "Money Trees". One of the verses that I liked most from the song is "Everybody goes respect the shooter, but the one in front of the gun lives forever" I feel that this part of the song from what people say is about someone is going to be famous for doing terrible things but the person that is dead or alive still has their lives ahead of them with their family worshiping them. I have a youtube playlist online with multiple choices of music that are my favorite music to listen to when I'm bored or using it for video games as background music for example groove music for Forza Horizon 3. The last thing that I'm going to talk about is now since I've been gaining a bit of weight I decided that it's time for me to work out inside the house and outside in the heat. I just done this in a few days ago and I'm not seeing a difference but I'm still motivating myself to work out. Maybe I might share photos on here with my muscles but I'm not sure about that. Ok now that's done I'll be seeing you people later in a few days, weeks ,or months.